i'm alive

hi. i'm back. after almost 2 months im here again, updating my blog. there were so many things that happen during those 2 months at hindi ko alam ang una kong ipo-post dito… hahaha. i got busy kasi e.. i enrolled in fitness first for 3 months, i had a lot of things to do at work, etc. even my life hindi ko na maayos.. my life is a mess…. whaaa!

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Ilocos Sur

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Ilocos Norte

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how?

how can something so wrong feel so right all along?

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y?

y care for someone hu does not?

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sat.

ang sakit ng ulo ko! it’s saturday but then eto ako nandito sa school…. lahat ng friends ko nasa bahay, natutulog, kumakain, ako, nag aaral, balik eskwela.hay life. almost 4 months na ako sa caregiver course na ito, hay naku, 3 months pa daw bago ako matapos. ang tagal pa. nakakaantok pa ang topic for today… whaaaaaa!!!

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emoinks1

ang hirap talaga ng ganito, too complicated ang mga bagay bagay, y d nalang maging simple, i love him but he does’nt feel the same, how come feelings does’nt meet halfway to have a happy ending? Isn’t love is so unfair? nakakapagod na ang one sided love affair… kailan kaya mangyayari yung ako naman ang mamahalin nila?

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FOOL

its been 3 months since my last update. quite busy… recently i received a txt message from a friend that struck my heart. it goes like this..

"what makes us foolish? it’s when it hurts seeing the one you love with somebody, yet… you keep on staring."


most of us finds this message true, for many times i think of him with his girl, for many times i picture them on my mind. it hurts. but then, i am not prepared to see them right before my eyes. my heart is bleeding. it’s like i’m living but deep inside im dying. im just a great pretender. pretending i dont love him… i tried to forget this feeling, i tried to ignore.. but……

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