i knew it's him who i want to share my life with… i knew it, i fell it the time we got really closer… we share secrets and everything… i love him but we can't be together… i don't know why i'm always like this… i always fall for a man who is commited to another…. i don't want to ruin any relationship that's why i keep my feelings to myself… i knew he is happy with his girl right now and i'm happy for him even though my heart aches everytime i hear him share with me their happy moments together….